I Am Far From Your Curiosity.

i made this for you ツ

2010-01-19T22:16:00.002+08:00

2009-12-28T14:57:00.001+08:00

http://www.formspring.me/ichateia

WHUOI

2009-12-01T01:21:00.004+08:00

ɥɐɹ- ǝs - ɹǝʇ

ıuıƃ ɐʎɐʞ olɐʞ ɥǝp ɐʞns ʞɐƃƃu
uɐƃunʇuɐƃ uıɐɯ ɐʎuɐʞns ɐʎ ɹɐsɐp ƃuɐɯǝ
ǝnƃ uııɹɐʎu ıɹıpuǝs ʞıuɐd ɥpn ɐʎusnɹɐɥǝs ol ıpɐɾ
ıʎɟ `ɐʎ ⇂ lɐƃƃuɐʇ ɹǝqɯǝɔǝp ɥɐpn ƃuɐɹɐʞǝs

¡¿ᄅʞnɯɐƃu ƃɹo uıʞıq uɯɔ ɐʎuɐsıq ɥıs ɐdɐuǝʞ
¿ʇǝƃuɐq ɐƃǝʇ ɥıs ɐdɐuǝʞ

¡noʎ ʎǝɥ

Tumblr.

2009-11-23T23:56:00.002+08:00

blaachh,
i decided to delete my old account (cz it sucked)
and create a new one, with the same title (so uncreative)
grrhhh?

❤ mon meilleur ami ❤

2009-11-23T21:10:00.003+08:00

Rdka@ichateia
tu me manques trop et je t'adore!
6:45 AM Nov 19th from TwitterBerry

ichateia
je suis désolé, mais je n'ai pas le choix :P
RT @Rdka: @ichateia tu me manques trop et je t'adore!

Rdka@ichateia
desole? pourqoi faire? mais c'est pas grave :)
4:40 AM Nov 22nd from web in reply to ichateia

ichateia@Rdka
parce que je ignorer vos BBM :s

Rdka@ichateia
mais c'est pas grave j'ai compris ta situation..j t'aimee!
6:21 PM Nov 22nd from web in reply to ichateia

ichateia
voir cet homme? il possede ma coeur! j t'aime trop (:
RT @Rdka: @ichateia mais c'est pas grave j'ai compris ta situation..j t'aimee!

current obsession

2009-11-23T21:05:00.003+08:00

M.J.R.R. Patianom :')

2009-11-22T23:58:00.004+08:00

i just wanna say:

I LOVE YOU, PAPCE!
oh wait.. you already know that, clearly (:

xx,
Ade.

watched today:

2009-11-22T23:14:00.005+08:00

Gilles de la Tourette syndrome. It's a beautiful name I think. I was born with it. Starting now. It'll get worse before it gets better. My shoulders, my fingers, and imitating. Spitting. It's a voice in your head that makes you do the opposite of what you're supposed to. It makes you break rules. But sometimes breaking rules is good. So I like to think about it that way.

Despite the fact that you have Gilles de la Tourette Syndrome,
I still adore you much, Phoebe!

Elle Fanning is simply astounding!

ex - ci - te !!!

2009-11-22T23:04:00.003+08:00

and yea, they do have the man who can't be moved and happy :')

no strings attached

2009-11-05T03:41:00.004+08:00

don't waste your time.
stop %#@&-ing around with my head.

☎

2009-11-03T20:20:00.002+08:00

call me, or vice versa?
tell me what to do and i'll do just so.

(2,520) days of question mark

2009-11-03T19:54:00.006+08:00

This is a story of boy meets girl.

But you should know up front, this is not a love story. - summer & tom
oh wait, maybe it is. - me & you

current obsession

2009-11-03T03:11:00.005+08:00

Diving with Teteh, December 2009 - Bali
oh myyy, soon!
emang susah pny sodara pecinta alam, mau 'private farewell' sblm dia ke melben diajaknya ginian

and.. NEMO 33!!! check it out, guys. this thingy is superb!
one day.. one day..

aaaa!

2009-11-03T02:54:00.007+08:00

choulddya smhakkin howt british spheakin peopah sthoup talkhin?
am meltthing hea'ah!

dead ringer

2009-11-03T02:37:00.006+08:00

can't let go.

ddL

2009-11-02T18:24:00.004+08:00

See this heart
Wont settle down
Like a child running scared from a clown
I'm terrified of what you'll do
my stomach screams just when I look at you

Run far away
So I can breathe
Even though you're far from suffocating me
I can't set my hopes too high
Cz every hello ends with a goodbye

dMb

2009-11-02T14:02:00.008+08:00

You cannot quit me so quickly
No corner you could squeeze me

The space between
The tears we cry
Is the laughter keeps us coming back for more
The space between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain

But will I hold you again?
These fickle, fuddled words confuse me
Waste the hours with talking, talking
These twisted games we're playing

The Space Between
What's wrong and right
Is where you'll find me hiding, waiting for you
The Space Between
Your heart and mine
Is the space we'll fill with time

that easy

2009-11-02T13:29:00.003+08:00

i.jst.nd.y.t.sy.yr.srry
and mean it

once

2009-10-31T22:18:00.002+08:00

ngingi

2009-10-31T19:30:00.003+08:00

http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0356910/quotes

:3

2009-10-29T03:06:00.006+08:00

Welcoming baby Mysha 'Cutie' Calliana Adnan Budisiswanto
26/10/09, 3.08kg, 46cm ☺ See you in a bit!
2:59 PM Oct 27th from UberTwitter

i'm sorry to say that ...

2009-10-29T02:30:00.008+08:00

there's one gentleman, happy to take your place
much classier less trashier then who you prove to be
how long is it gonna take before you see that shes no me?
so don't say you're sorry, cause i'm not gonna listen
the truth is all that i can hear
everytime you lie.

well, life is.

2009-10-27T18:40:00.002+08:00

Here’s the deal, I don’t want to force myself but I have to; since my project (yup, singular. One single research paper!) is killing me. I am now in the National Library (7pm – after class that finished at 5:30pm) and I have no idea on when I’ll go home seeing that there are 10 socio-cultural books to review, not to mention I still have economics, psychological, and (of course) fashion sections to go.

As for tomorrow, I should meet my dearly beloved lecturer for a consultation on my project (which I’m doing now) at 8:30 in the morning, finishing about half an hour, and I’ll go straight to the National Library (again) until around 2 ‘cause I have tutorial class on 2:20 up to 6pm. I’ll grab some quick early dinner and rush down to the meeting place (as so it is called) up until 9:30pm, since it'll start around 7:45. Theeeeen I should go back home to continue on my paper. Last but not least, 9am class on the next day; 300 minutes (I need more, normally) of sleep.

Gonzo much?

thanks guys (:

2009-10-25T01:30:00.001+08:00

sense of understanding

2009-10-24T17:15:00.001+08:00

S,

2009-10-24T16:55:00.005+08:00

you're not the only person in this equation

but yet ...

the greatest man i've ever known

2009-10-22T23:52:00.001+08:00

just got a phone call from my mom
told me that i'm the first one to know.

she tries so hard not to cry, but i know she is.
hope everything's gonna be alright
i'll pray for you, grampa.
stay strong, you should see me with a toga.

remember our last conversation before i leave?
"so when are you coming back again?"
"december"
"so i'll see you in december ye, schatz?"
"of course"

dammit i hate to feel so useless.

2009-10-19T18:11:00.000+08:00

(:

2009-10-19T15:31:00.007+08:00

Dedicated to :

My Beloved Sister,
Adeline Lampang Sarita Patianom

Babies,
Carina Carolin Sitepu
Daud Parulian Gultom
Luthfi Ibrahim

and Boyfriend.
Ryan Anthony Monoarfa

SOHO Citos

2009-10-07T00:05:00.004+08:00

I've tried so hard to do this again, but naaahh.. I failed! :P

:')

the specs looks better on you.
and oh, yes, I do wear #batikindonesia on Oct 2nd (:

kmv

2009-09-20T02:49:00.004+08:00

you just want to show the world that you don't need me
you just want to show the world that you don't love me
you just want to show the world that you still have a hold on me
but hey, it's just you and your little imaginary world..

[on the other end of the line]

i can see that you need me
i can feel that you miss me
i can imagine how angry you are when i told you that you're too this, too that
and one more (important) thing..
i can sense the denial in you

owell, maybe i just know you too well; more than you know me
things changed, my dear
what i am now is what you've made me
happy, no?

Block 'Em Up

2009-09-20T01:50:00.004+08:00

Tulus is not a good word to use when you don't mean it
I prefer you take me to Toulouse, FR rather than saying tulus repeatedly.
The two words makes one perfect homophones,
But baby please don't lie.

square

2009-09-13T22:50:00.003+08:00

I wish there's a cookbook for life
where the recipes tells us exactly what to do
Kate - No Reservations (2007)

hey there,

2009-09-08T17:12:00.000+08:00

you better watch your mouth, young lady
or i will come and get you myself.
thank you (:

hmmm?

2009-09-08T02:37:00.003+08:00

2:00
I'm scared ; Me too

late night buddies

2009-09-02T23:42:00.001+08:00

hey there technical drawings!

my very own Danny O'Donoghue

2009-09-02T21:27:00.007+08:00

The man who (once told me) he can't be moved

sweetly infectious

2009-09-02T21:07:00.006+08:00

Outgoing Calls - September 1, 2009

10:50 PM - 1 minute

mobile: 0196281*********

It was your hello that kept me hanging on every word

...

2009-09-01T21:39:00.003+08:00

friends don't let friends dial drunk

dear you,

2009-09-01T21:32:00.002+08:00

noʎ ɥʇıʍ ʇlǝɯ puɐ plɹoʍ ǝɥʇ doʇs ll,ı oƃ ʇǝl ɹǝʌǝu puɐ ǝɯ ƃnɥ ¿dn ʇǝǝɯ oʇ sn ɹoɟ ǝlqıssod ʇı sı 'uoos ǝɯoɥ ǝq ll,ı ƃuoɹʍ ǝɯ ʇǝƃ ʇ,uop ǝlıɥʍ ɐ uı ǝuo ʎɹǝʌǝ ƃolq ʎɯ pɐǝɹ noʎ ʍouʞ ı sıɥʇ ʇǝƃ noʎ uǝɥʍ ǝɯ llɐɔ ¿ʍou noʎ ǝɹɐ llǝɥ ǝɥʇ ǝɹǝɥʍ ʇsoɯ ǝɥʇ pǝʌol ı ǝuo ǝɥʇ 'ʇsǝɔıu ǝɥʇ ƃuıɥʇ ʇsǝʇǝǝʍs ǝq oʇ pǝsn noʎ

:')

2009-08-31T14:05:00.001+08:00

You can tell by the way, she walks that she's my girl

You can tell by the way, she talks that she rules the world.

You can see in her eyes that no one is her chain.

She's my girl, my supergirl.

And then she'd say, it's Ok, I got lost on the way

but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls don't cry.

And then she'd say, it's alright, I got home late last night,

but I'm a supergirl, and supergirls just fly.

And then she'd say that nothing can go wrong.

When you're in love, what can go wrong?

And then she'd laugh the nightime into day

pushing her fear further long.

best i ever had

2009-08-31T13:35:00.008+08:00

mmm yea, i miss these times so much. more than you can imagine.

these people are my bests, until now :')

aaaah, i just realized there' no picture of one of my babes! haha..

there you go! ;)

well, the one before the last photo is Yudha Prawira

he's one of the funniest, caring, and lovable person i knew

he left us all 3 years ago, motorcycle accident

you don't wanna know how miserable i am when he left me..

okaayy enough said, i don't have the guts to continue :')

the last one is Sarnowo Adhy Nugroho Prawirodimedjo

he's the kindest, the most patient guy i ever know

i need to stop here. haha.. thank you.

last but not leaaasssstttt..

picture taken 2 months ago

THESE ARE MY PRECIOUS BABIESSS! :D

Assyifaa Salamah (Shyva)

Adhelien Maharani (Alint)

Ayu Tri Oktaviani Wulandari (Ayu)

Taufiqqurachman (Fiqi)

Rani Putriani (Rani)

jeanstress

2009-08-28T18:18:00.010+08:00

once upon a time, not so long ago..

a girl named icha put on size 24,
sits well on her thigh and ankle but too big on the hips
supposedly size 22 should fit perfectly,
but owell she can't even bend her knees
and she can feel that her butt's gonna explode anytime soon.

the beloved Jeremy Au Yong once said:
'...no no you can't never alter your jeans'.

mmm.. then? any suggestion on how to deal with this?
anything seriously. she's desperate. anyone?
but please don't tell her to eat more cz she already eat like a monster.

lovelove,
x

Dear Friends,

2009-08-24T10:30:00.018+08:00

pagi2 dengerin cruisin-nya sioen d library kampus yg super menerawang. well, sebenernya gk pagi2 banget juga sih jam stgh 11 gini (means sejam lg hrs brngkt ke kantor, hiks!) ngeliat keluar bs liat smoking area, org2 pada NNS (ngerokok2 stress) dgn earphone lengkap (mungkin lagu2 galau atau upbeat sekalian didengerin biar semangat mendung2 ber-angin gini) tumpukan kerjaan, kain, acrylic, dan laptop dgn setia menemani. kata org2 sih smoking area sini paling enak dan PW-nya stgh mati. hmm gk tau ya bnr nggaknya. haha.. d sebelah lg duduk si anak seangkatan (tp ya apa jarang bgt ngobrol, beda intake sih) yang berinisial S.H bikin jadi inget tmn prnah blg "iya, td gue ngantuk banget d kelas tp puji Tuhan (beneran doi lebay, kayanya ngantuk bgt deh) bs tidur. ketutupan rambutnya si S.H dong (ya iya sih rambutnya udah bak artis2 manga yg warnanya emas tua naik2 dragon style gitu) trs d depannya duduklah tmn2 seangkatan jg lg pada group meeting. ampun deh tampangnya stress smua.

okay, karena lagunya skrg jamaica's away-nya souljah (tenang bgt lagunya awww), td sempet berhenti sejenak dan melihat keadaan sekitar. sekarang udah week2 crucial buat anak2 Raffles. hari senin week 8, berarti 4 minggu lagi (atau 3 lah kalo dosennya baik mau nge-push kelas demi liburan lebih panjang. mreka pengertian jg sih 3 bulan penyiksaan nafasnya cmn dikasih seminggu) menuju final assessments dan iya, saat2 itu sih udah biasa liat muka2 cantik dan ganteng berubah jadi zombie. lucunya ya, di kampus tercinta seperti bisa dilihat dibawah ini:

(yang menurut Thirza kalo baru masuk main gate udah kaya runway fashion show, gk ngerti dr mananya) week2 awal (apalagi week2 intake baru pada masuk) ih ya ampun pada cantik2 banget. apalagi yg anak2 fesyen, wow! you can see that they really put an effort to go to school! tapi ya semakin waktu berlalu bisa liat sih matanya item, gk lagi pake makeup, kalo diajak ngomong gk nyambung, baju udh berantakan, blm mandi (tp tetep wangi kok) hahaha parah deh.. bisa liat deh mana yg senior mana yg junior. beneran ya, senior2 udah bodo amat sama cara pake baju ke kampus. celana pendek, kaos, sama sendal jepit dengan rambut diiket ngasal tanpa makeup-pun jadi!

sekarang kalo nengok ke sebelah kanan, bisa ngeliat anak FD (fashion design, td d celananya nyangkut benang2 soalnya. udh nongkrong d studio dr kmrn malem kali ya?) lg selimutan duduk d salah satu computer library paling ujung mepet tembok. keliatan banget doi udh gk tidur berhari2 krn skrg lg merem sambil mijet2 kepalanya. kakinya dua2nya naik k kursi dan tangan kirinya meluk kakinya. keliatan banget kecapekan! rambutnya dicepol gk keru2an. sekeliling dia ada cw2 lagi nguap sambil stretching2 (dan barusan ikutan nguap juga deh -_-)

td malem cmn tidur 3 jam krn mesti ketemu dosen pagi2 cuman buat dimarahin doang. dia emang gitu sih, sangat2 cynical jd suka aneh sendiri. untungnya td dia suka sm kerjaannya, jd gk terlalu berisik. group project sih, jd ya okay-er daripada dimarah2in sndirian kan bete juga pagi2 blm tidur gini (eh akhirnya pemandangan segar! tmn sekelas yg emang super 'in' baru dateng fresh dr gym kayanya. wangi dan keker seger gitu walaupun doi harusnya puasa kan? cowo tp nggak deh, BTG - bukan tipe gue dan doi silent sekong sih kayanya hahaha.. tp bisa diliat juga sih stress beratnya. lg mikirin konsep fashion spread pake backdrop projector gitu katanya. interesting..) anyways, kerjaan makin numpuk! otak udh mau meledak banget rasanya. kayanya sekampus ngerasain yg sama deh. kecuali buat mreka2 yg kuliahnya main2 ya. kadang suka ngiri jg sm mreka bs jalan sana jalan sini sementara kita2 rasanya udh kaya dipenjara, gk bisa kemana2! gpp lah, demi 9 bulan lg meraih gelar S1 - Bachelor of Design in Fashion Marketing and Management (hallo tolong ya i'm not a fashion design student! stop mixing up stuffs dehhhh) BOOYAAA! cool kan, Priska Lampangateia Patianom BDes. kira2 begini kali ya? :P

pesan moral dr post ini sih sebenernya satu, jangan pernah menganggap remeh anak2 yg masuk sekolah design. bilangnya mereka cuman buangan doang krn masuknya gampang (ini bohong sih, susah kali portfolio dll) gk belajar ilmu pasti atau business (well, kita belajar sih termasuk accounting and stuffs krn jurusannya gk pure design) tp tetep aja, kerjaan kita juga berat woiiii.. sampe gk tidur berhari2 krn ngejar deadline, pusing mikirin ide2 baru yg fresh from the oven demi approval dr dosen yg setengah mati susahnya didapetin, dll dll. jadi ya gitu deh hahah..

ini postnya panjang bgt ya? andaikan ngerjain research analysis, atau apapun bs seenak ini ngalir idenya dan secepet ini ngetiknya. haha.. dream on!

bisous! :*

cukup menampar

2009-08-24T10:15:00.002+08:00

Everybody has their own private Mount Everest
they were put on this earth to climb.
http://weloveviral.blogspot.com/2009/08/how-to-be-creative.html

unplayed piano

2009-08-23T11:49:00.003+08:00

She sits alone with her silent song
Somebody bring her home

VV Mix

2009-08-21T18:18:00.003+08:00

When we started, both brokenhearted
Not believing it could begin and end in one evening

2009-08-21T01:15:00.002+08:00

mommy please, help me :'(

21082009

2009-08-21T00:59:00.001+08:00

my baby is turning
20
aw aw aw (:

this is a very sensitive subject

2009-08-19T14:51:00.006+08:00

One day some guys gonna break your heart
And ooh aint no pain like from the opposite sex
Gonna hurt bad but dont take it out on the next
Throughout life people will make you mad
Disrespect you and treat you bad
Let God deal with the things they do
Cause hate in your heart will consume you too
Always tell the truth say your prayers
Hold doors pull out chairs easy on the swears
You're living proof that dreams do come true
You can cry aint no shame in it

se7en

2009-08-18T01:12:00.008+08:00

i thought after all those sorries and rues you've said
(i really think you mean it tho, even if its too late)
you'll change and start to appreciate me more; for who i am
but naaahh.. looking back to our long conversation few mins ago,
ini sih sama aja kembali ke masa perbudakan gue!
you can stuff your sorries in a sack and walk away, mr.

quoting ardika:
dulu kamu pasti "iyaaaa" dengan senang hati
secara dulu loe cinta mati ma dia, dlm hati rela abis gt
kalo skrg kan "adooohh"
(hahahahaha)

2009-08-17T15:58:00.003+08:00

:')

2009-08-17T15:17:00.003+08:00

everybody knew we partners in crime
we always seen holdin' hands to the principal's office
in highschool he switched his desk next to mine
so we could cheat while doing pop quizzes all the time
I thought just having a friend it couldn't be no crime
'cause even I have friends and babys that fo sho

dazed

2009-08-15T14:40:00.003+08:00

constant compromise

2009-08-11T23:29:00.001+08:00

fuvvm

shut

2009-08-11T16:14:00.001+08:00

i just need some time to clear my lil' head and think everything through.

..

2009-08-11T16:12:00.000+08:00

if you know what i mean ...

.

2009-08-11T16:11:00.000+08:00

may 12th, ages ago

2009-08-09T00:22:00.001+08:00

bay, hati2 ya.. keep that number 12 safe for me :')

kejurnas, again?

2009-08-01T17:36:00.009+08:00

"Monoarfa Ryan underbreaks (this fella) and yea overlaps (this fella)"

i hate it when the guy starts to say those stuffs.
feels like my heart stops, instantly!
i'm not gonna be there so please get back to me safely, one-piece mkay?
i'll sing ashlee simpson's pieces of me IF you got the 1st place. haha..
well baby, rock that circuit for me ❥

...

2009-07-30T01:36:00.008+08:00

zsa zsa zsu
i hate this. i really hate this
i hate the situation, the drama
no, not you
zsa zsa zsu
can you just hold me tight, like you'll never let go
and tell me that everything's gonna be alright?
zsa zsa zsu
you said you don't want to hurt me
without knowing that you already did
zsa zsa zsu
i told you i'll shut down when i'm sad, when i'm angry
in terms for the ones i can't tolerate
zsa zsa zsu
do you hear me crying?
zsa zsa zsu
i love you

Cendiyiaaan!

2009-07-29T14:28:00.003+08:00

I miss my long hair, I miss mommy, I hate this place,
and look! I've lotsa memories with that sweats. Haha..

Things I (will) Do For You

2009-07-29T14:22:00.004+08:00

If only I have a piano here with me now,
I'll play Postcards From Far Away by Coldplay
... for you (:

silly game we play

2009-07-28T18:38:00.006+08:00

Just so you know,
Even tho you can define me as the ultimate noisy and happy-go-lucky
I'm also weak on the inside, especially ❤ (this) part. They're super fragile.
It's really hard to get all of em,
and just cherish it when I told you you're the one.
Be 100% careful with it, would ya?

Copied From Davi

2009-07-28T17:58:00.003+08:00

too much to write

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

there has been several times i opened up blogger and left it hanging there for hours.
and in the end, i didn't blog at all.
then again there are times when you have written something and has no idea how to continue.
and in the end, i didn't blog at all.
i guess there are just too much unresolved issues.

I'm 100000000% agree with you, that answers your question on my chatbox huh, Davi? (:

Virtual Insanity

2009-07-28T17:41:00.004+08:00

Hello, I'm back! :D
Even tho I only chat with my sis,
and this one particular person thru this thingy :p
For those who's wondering wth is aikha,
it's how those caucasian peeps pronounce my name which actually should be:
iiiiii-cccchhaaaa
capiche?

Current Addiction

2009-07-28T17:24:00.005+08:00

And I know that you and I are two worlds apart,
but you'll always be the one to have my heart

I'm gonna love you for now and forever
cause you're my sunset-set-set-set-set
Sunset - Marques Huston

2009-07-03T01:37:00.001+08:00

Sorry.
Oh how I wish I could be a little more like you

sweetness

2009-06-28T01:57:00.004+08:00

baby, these two really reminds me of you. call me when you get this.

hilang!

2009-06-28T01:49:00.003+08:00

kata rani, kamu lg ilang ditelen monster. trs aku blg sm rani, monsternya suruh muntah dong supaya kamu cepet balik. aku disuruh kelitikin monsternya supaya dia muntah. aku sih mau-mau aja. tp pertanyaan kita sekarang adalah: MANA MONSTERNYAAAA!?!?!?

orion's belt

2009-06-26T17:43:00.004+08:00

baby, i know you're better than this. cmmon show me, would you?

please convince me, not to make you say the magic word.

but i beg you dear, don't go..

.

2009-06-24T16:55:00.001+08:00

pingin pulang banget

Adelaide Sky

2009-06-24T14:11:00.001+08:00

I'll fly away tomorrow

It's been fun

I'll repeat the cliché

Things won't be the same without you

I've been meaning to call you soon

But we're in different times

You might not be home now

Would you take a message

I'll try to stay awake

And fight your presence in my head

Early - Mid July

2009-06-24T12:58:00.002+08:00

Hey there, how are you? I'm quite okay here, it's just too many things going on right now. I really wanna go home now, you know? Well.. At least there's many things that I can enjoy while I'm home. How's things? I really can't wait to (hopefully) tell you the things that I've been wanting to tell you! Argghhh! See you very soon (fingers crossed)

today

2009-06-22T13:15:00.004+08:00

and today, she smells like a strawberry bubblegum.

yeaaa, i put some make-up on and wear heels to work this verrryy day.

happy ms. boss?

you should know by now

2009-06-20T15:59:00.010+08:00

Is it okay if I call you Daniel?

June 2010

2009-06-17T19:50:00.003+08:00

from here ..

(and another one just like this in a year time; with a toga)

.. to here

I finally made up my mind on what Imma be in the near future.

Wish me all the best, peeps! ;)

in order for us to unify ...

2009-06-13T13:46:00.002+08:00

You Should Feel What I Feel, You Should Take What I Take

Shinichi Osawa - Star Guitar (ft. Au Revoir Simone)

me.

2009-06-11T15:29:00.004+08:00

I'm bad at true and false.
Both the ones on the test paper and the ones in life.
Maybe that's why it's just a piece of cake to fool me; makes it easy for people to use me without any special skills needed.
My weakness is that I care too much.
Wait.
Careful people, not to be mean, but you can see how it'll get back to you
when you mess with me.
Silent is gold, I agree.

idkwtsa.

2009-06-10T15:46:00.000+08:00

LEsson-LEarned

2009-06-06T17:13:00.007+08:00

I (kinda) watched this movie few days ago. Well, not actually something that I would watch during my spare time, but this is the only movie on HBO that caught my attention (rather than Knocked Up). It actually teach me something useful that makes me realize that it took a whole lot of woman back then to deal with a guy but they can still overcome it. They fight ; and so do I.

hangin'

2009-06-06T13:55:00.006+08:00

I said, "Where you been?" He said, "Ask anything"
Where were you When everything was falling apart? All my days Were spent by the telephone It never rang And all I needed was a call It never came In the end Everyone ends up alone Losing him The only one who's ever known Who I am Who I'm not, who I wanna be No way to know How long he will be next to me Lost and insecure You found me, you found me Lyin' on the floor Surrounded, surrounded Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you? Just a little late You found me, you found me Early morning The city breaks I've been callin' For years and years and years and years And you never left me no messages You never send me no letters You got some kinda nerve Taking all my world.
You Found Me - The Fray

speechless

2009-06-03T15:31:00.002+08:00

reminds you of something? before our last goodbye?

panjang, gk usah dibaca jg gpp.

2009-06-03T13:31:00.008+08:00

oke, udah saatnya ngepost pake bahasa indonesia. yaahh biar yang merasa ditujukan bacanya gk ribet. sebenernya sih agak sedih (dan pathetic) juga mesti ngepost ginian segala. abis udh gk tau lagi mau cerita k siapa. orang" pasti udh pada males dengerin, yang biasanya paling pertama dicari dalam urusan ky ginian udah positif gk mau denger karena kmrn abis ribut besar, udah deh kan gk tau lagi mau cerita ke siapa kecuali si bloggy bolly ini. sebenernya sih masalahnya gk ribet, eh ribet sih.. cuman bener" gk tau aja mesti gimana ngadepinnya. gk kurang" deh kemaren bangun" abis tidur sore jam 8 langsung meledak, abis itu mengharapkan didengerin malah didamprat. nah loh! (duuhh tiba" temen sekantor yang juga adalah temen senior d kampus nanya: "you okay?" matiiii bingung mau jawab apa! :s)

jadi gini ceritanya, kmrn balik dr kampus rencananya mau pulang bentar trs jalan lg jam 7. Nyampe rumah baru jam 5 lewat, jadi kan mikir bisa beres", nyuci baju, istirahat bentar trs jalan lg. Tapi pas sampe kamar, langsung maleeesss banget ngapa"in. padahal udh buka jedela siap" mau vacuum dan ngepel. tp akhirnya jendela ditutup lagi, nyalain ac dan langsung tiduran d tmpt tidur. ngeliat cucian numpuk rasanya mageeerr banget. emang seharian kmrn rada pusing ky masuk angin gt sih. jadinya ya maklum kalo lemes. sambil tidur"an, tiba" ketiduran pulesss sampe jam 7:50an. gk jadi deh kan jalan. akhirnya voice note ryan bilang kalo bakalan stay d rumah aja. gk lama, bb geter semua. pada nanyain dimana dan tiba" si kk ngabarin kalo opa masuk rumah sakit lagi. down banget rasanya! krn udh gelap dan mulai takut, akhirnya masang iPod loudspeaker trs keplaynya lagu" dr playlist yg harusnya gk didengerin. jadilah.. MELEDAK SEMUA! (bagi yg kenal baik, pasti tau meledak artinya apa. malu ah kalo ditulis)

setelah meledak sekitar beberapa belas menit dan mulai sesek nafas, diputuskan untuk nelfon si orang yang satu"nya bisa diharapkan dalam keadaan kaya gini. gk taunya pas nelfon malah dimarahin! marahinnya masuk akal sih, cuman rada kaget aja dimarahin. tp emang bener", nih orang satu"nya yg berani marahin dalam situasi apapun. abis itu sih ya emang baik banget, cmn marahnya harusss ada! sama aja ky si papah. mungkin krn itu mreka cocok :s dan anehnya, kalo dimarahin sm dia, langsung bisa berhenti meledak dan jd bisa lgs tenang. frik? dia bener juga sih, gk mau denger org ngomong sambil meledak soalnya ngomongnya jd gk jelas katanya. trs dia membiarkan beberapa detik untuk meledak dulu, baru dia blg :"diem! baru cerita. emang dulu kamu cengeng ky gini, cha?" daanggg! ngena bangett! trs dia pake acara nyasar lagi. sempet salah ngomong dianya, tp abis itu langsung dibenerin lg. bagus deh. ada kali berjam-jam nelfon. mulai dr ngomongin duduk awal permasalahan yg bikin meledak sampe masalah diantara kita berdua yg gk selse". setelah tenang dan panjang lebar diomongin, makin bingung sebenenrnya gimana. banyak banget hal" yg kelupaan, tp dia masih inget. dan itu parah banget lho. pantesan aja dia benci banget. tp ya mau gimana lagi? emang blm saatnya mungkin. wah parah deh, bingung banget gimana ceritanya. mesti bener" private mungkin baru bisa kali ya? beraaaatt!

grh!

2009-06-01T16:34:00.004+08:00

Whoaaaa! I'm now stabbing myself at the office since I have nothing to do besides drowning in the lake of boredom. I hateeeeeee being forced to work when I don't have the willingness to do it. Nyahah.. Yeaaa, that's lifeeeeee peopleee! I only slept for a couple of hours and I just ate the first meal for the day by 4 pm :( So saaadd!

toodles!

4:23:59 AM

2009-06-01T04:22:00.001+08:00

aku bener" gk ada ide gimana cara ngasihnya kalo bukan lewat ini. hahaha..

you

2009-05-31T23:47:00.000+08:00

The Call

2009-05-30T15:09:00.000+08:00

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

define: sad

2009-05-30T01:35:00.008+08:00

no we didn't die, we just never had a chance to grow.

it's not that our love died, it just never really bloomed.

baby dearest,

2009-05-30T01:27:00.005+08:00

~~where did i go wrong?~~ ~~i should have told you from the start~~ ~~that i'm closer then you think~~ ~~when we're apart.~~ ~~nothing that i've tried~~ ~~is as simple as this line. but without you my life is incomplete my days are absolutely gray, and so i try let your heart know for sure that i have so much more to tell you every single day.~~

you better save those words up and give it to whoever else in need.
naahh, i have the ultimate eye candy to stare at tho. he looks better than you.
and i melt in his arms whenever he hugs me. whoa!

routine bites hard

2009-05-28T17:38:00.002+08:00

love you cha.
don't say those three words since we both know that love,
love will tear us apart again.

too msyli, dudeeeeeeee

2009-05-28T15:47:00.005+08:00

photo courtesy: http://www.flickr.com/photos/8237178@N08/3526440000/
There are known knowns,
There are things we know we know.
We also know there are known unknowns,
That is to say we know there are some things we do not know.
There are also unknown unknowns,
The ones we don’t know we don’t know.

line 10

2009-05-28T04:37:00.001+08:00

oh hello, you're back again (:
always have, always will.

wants.

2009-05-27T17:12:00.004+08:00

Buy something like this, Baby.
and I'll borrow it from you.

:'(

2009-05-27T15:10:00.004+08:00

Well, I told you via twitter that I'm feeling a bit freaky.

!@$!##@&!#%#%!%!#%!%!%$$@$ eurrrggghhh!
about 3 hours ago from Power Twitter

i'm feeling freaky. like this: ~~~~~~~~~~~ nyuut, nyuut.. grrhh! idk :|
about 2 hours ago from Power Twitter

Freaky in a sense that I myself don't know how I feel. The biggest possibility of the cause might be the sad situation at home. Yea, home; real home. Sad to know that you're 'okay' here but you're family back home currently facing a big problem that they themselves don't know how to handle.

Shoots, I really hope I can go back soon and make things at least a bit better for all of them. But yeaa, the hope is fading away since I'm sure I can't go back unless for the weekend of July 12. Geezz, I wanna cry..

I'm sorry. I know I have to be stronger than you know.
But still, I have my moments.

ry: "hmmmm?"

2009-05-27T14:10:00.002+08:00

ooh yea! hahahaha..

favtwitbit

2009-05-27T14:04:00.003+08:00

identityono
" people like you who make people like me like people like you "
5:43 PM Apr 30th from web

jason_mraz
Hopefully this will answer some of your questions about what I do. » link to What’s In Your Backpack, Tricia Huffman, Jason Mraz’s Tour ‘Joyologist’?
2:30 PM Apr 30th from web

johncmayer
Dear pimple in my eyebrow: I appreciate you staying discrete, but goodness, you are painful.
9:30 AM Apr 26th from TwitterBerry

ichateia
I just realized that growing up too early would somehow kill you - mentally.
3:49 PM Mar 23rd from TwitterFon

ichateia
When you can't see what is true, change your point of view.
12:54 AM Mar 16th from BeTwittered

his twitbit

2009-05-27T13:56:00.003+08:00

ivyannocanny
I've been making love with my quizes! :p haha
9 minutes ago from TwitterBerry

you funny lil' laddie! imy, mayen. haha..
i still have your baby pic, you know :p
you're the funniest!

twitbit

2009-05-27T13:54:00.001+08:00

i just realized that i can be a good listener and adviser, but i can't be a good storyteller when it comes to my 'personal' issues. whoa!
8 minutes ago from Power Twitter

define: lame.

2009-05-27T13:44:00.001+08:00

back to the old theme for the time being.
so lame :s