define: something.

je te déteste

i never liked you anyway.

you better listen, real good.

espluseiplusdi.

now you do the maths

you can trust me not to think.

HEY JEALOUSY !
SAY HELLO TO THE GREEN-EYED MONSTER .

envier |ˈenvēər| |ˈɛnviər| noun

VF 505

yeeee-haaa! it's now 7:51:08pm and i'm waiting for my plane to come and pick me up.
I'M GOING HOOOOOMMMEEE!
mayyeeenn! i go in waaayy too fast since BRIYANA look at the boarding time wrongly. hahaha..
its fine, tho. i get to enjoy my time surfing the web and everythin :p

see you guys (:

.xox.

B-E-T-E !!!

untuk pertama kalinya gue ngepost dengan bahasa indonesia. pertanyaan pertama pasti kenapa bahasa indonesia dan kenapa pake 'gue'. oke, bahasa indonesia dipake supaya marah"nya lebih enak dan kalo sampe orang dr kelompok gue yg gk bisa bahasa indonesia baca, ya dia mesti susah" k google translator dan translate tulisan ini. ya kalo dianya niat. dan kenapa 'gue', itu karena MARAH. sangat" MARAH sampe gk tau lg mesti gimana. cool? yaudah.

jadi gini ceritanya.. sebenernya sih marahnya bukan cuman gara" orang ini. cuman emang udh dr sore bete dan bermasalah, malemnya makin kesel lagi, pagi bangun" ada firasat gk enak dan BENER KAN pas buka facebook emang bener ketauan. emang nih facebook bikin bete aja bisanya. gimana kalo dimatiin lg aja? gila ya, udah jauh" aja masih bisa dihubungkan pake hal sekecil website. gila!!! cuman diujung jari aja semuanya bisa kebuka. okay okay, balik k permasalahan utama.

ah ga tau ah gk yakin mau diceritain d sini. gk tau pokonya betee! masih terlalu bete buat nyurhatin lewat tulisan. pernah gk sih kalian sangkin betenya dadanya kerasa sakit banget ky sesek gitu? NAH ITULAH APA YG GUE RASAKAN SEKARANG! paraahhhh!

nanti diupdate lagi deh kalo udh niat buat cerita ya.
ciao!

I Like You (and me, too)

(The rules: Put the logo on your post. Nominate 5-10 blogs you like. Be sure to link to your nominees in your post. Let them know they have received the award by commenting on their blog. Share the love and link to this post and the person who gave you the award.)

I'd love to give this award to the following aces:
Daud from his elusive notions, Alyza from camera rolling, and... action!, Alan from i know i should think a better name for this blog, Tavi from style rookie and The Satorialist from the satorialist.

With as much creativity as you can muster, show your heart in:
1 picture
1 poem
1 song or piece of music
1 phrase or quote
1 item of clothing
1 place
1 Disney princess
If you want to join in, tag 6 more blogs!


Should I break away?

Exhausted heart by fear
for years
befriend the darkness
I hold his hands
he holds my soul
*Cecil Mariani

If the world was mine, I'd paint it gold and green.
I'd make the oceans orange for a brilliant color scheme.
I would color all the mountains, make the sky forever blue.
So the world would be a painting and I'd live inside with you.

Place yourself as a tree with bad boughs.
Cut them down right away, don't let those minors ruin your whole tree.
You'll see, that you'll grow stronger and stronger.
*Hansen Malau


Summer Dress! (:


... and a perfect tune of jazz


Princess Jasmine from Aladdin

Jones

The Schimmel Pegasus Grand Piano

Don't Forget

Did you forget that I was even alive
Did you forget everything I had
Did you forget, did you forget
About me?

Did you regret ever standing by my side
Did you forget what we were feeling inside
Now I’m left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can’t forget it

So now I guess this is where we have to stand
Did you regret ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don’t forget

We had it all
we were just about to fall even more in love
Than we were before
I won’t forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can’t forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can’t forget it at all

And at last, all the pictures have been burned
And all the past, is just a lesson that we’ve learned
I won’t forget, please don’t forget
Us

Comeback

Reactivated, but ..
I do not accept any friends that I personally don't know well
I am getting rid of those ppl I don't know
I am not going to add loads of minor applications
and I've lessen the friends updates part
cool?

Sweet!

I am confident but I still have my moments
I'm not a supermodel, I still eat McDonald's
Baby, that's just me


Don't need high heels for the good feel
Give me family on a sunday, and I'll be just fine

imysm - cbd!

We know you miss us .. Please come back, fast fast fast!
HADOKEN! SHORYUKEN!
xx

Jinxed!

Have you ever feel that you're ran out of luck; makes you have to deal with the series of unfortunate events in one shitty day?
I admit that this is a very long question to ask, but I'm sure most of you experienced this.

First
somewhere around 3 pm
My lecturer (which actually the head of department) told us (the team and I) that there's A LOT of stuffs to change for our final graduation report. I can't tell how HEAVY the workload is for each one of us.

Second
somewhere around 4 pm
I had a big fight with the EFFIN student service staff (initial: T) which is actually not my fault - AT ALL. She humiliates me in front of my friend (intial: A) and this other Indonesian girl idk who. I can tell that she talks @$%# and totally got on my nerves! Mommy finally called her (cz she's the one who understands everthing abt this matter) and she apologize a thousand times, asking for me to meet her at 2pm tomorrow cz she wants to apologize.
YOU'RE THE ONE WHO WANTS TO APOLOGIZE, MORON! NOT ME!

Third
somewhere around 6 pm
The ezlink tapping machine on the bus i ride doesn't work properly. I have to run back and forth to tap the card on both of the machine and there's a lot of people inside. EURGH!

Fourth
somewhere around 7 pm
I have to carry loads of stuffs from Ryan's and i know that this particular bus is very crowded around this time. You know the big blue ikea bag? It's full with my stuffs and it's very very heavy! I sat on both of the seats and have to bear people staring at me, frown because they intended to seat next to me, etc etc. shooters! And the saddest part is when i want to alight, i have to say both excuse me and sorry at the same time cz my blue bag keeps on hitting other people's knees.

Fifth
somewhere around 7:10 pm
I carried the heavy blue ikea bag with my small hands and suddenly there's loads of big dry leaves fell from out of nowhere. Some touches my lips and some makes their way to go and stuffed my big, heavy blue bag.

Sixth
somewhere around 7:45 pm
I'm very late for my night devotion and i have to took taxi from home (i wanted to NOT spend any money today, but i fail) I missed the first taxi, waited for around 10 minutes (idk why none passed at all), waved at the second taxi but he decided not to stop, waited for 5 minutes, and i finally got my taxi - completed with the night city charges.

Seventh
somewhere around 9 pm
Carina called and told me that she bought the wrong ticket for Craig David's show tomorrow. She bought Kaiser Chiefs who already performed today at 7 pm - at $110.

Eighth
somewhere around 9:30 pm
I suddenly remember that I shud've gone to David Archuleta's autograph session and performance - today at 7 pm. I blame Ryan for NOT reminding me, and myself for being very very supery blurrrrr!

Ninth
somewhere around 10 pm
My groupmates decided that I'm the one who's in charge of the power point presentation for next week. We want to do it by Keynote instead of PowerPoint. But guess what? I open my KeyNote and the thingy told me that this is only the trial version and I can't use it. I changed my laptop and the stupid person who moves all of my data must've forgot to put the serial number inside! AARRGGHHH!

Tenth
somewhere around 10:30 pm
I logged in to facebook with Ryan's to play Restaurant City and guess what?! THEY'RE UNDER MAINTENANCE AGAIN AND AGAIN!

There are more minor tragedies, tho.
But really, I don't wanna talk about it.
DARN IT! DARN IT! DARRRRNNN EEEEETTTT!

I Hate This

Please fix this issue FAZZZZTT, playfish!

If You Seek Ayoo

This one's for you, Mister (:

7:54:59

Finally there's something that reminds you of me, huh?

Coldplaaaaayyy!

This is how Coldplay looks like at a glance.
Full house? yes.
Loads of Indonesians? yes.
Lots of fun? yes.
I danced like a poppin popcorn? yes.
Sore throat the next day? absolutely :s
HAHAHAHAHA!

$%^@%&*$%& ?!

Shoot! I just realized how hard it is to write a short paragraph on your personal biography (more emphasize needed on the word 'short' mkay? Goooshh! you know me!!!). Maybe that's why people usually wait for other people to jump in and write this particular person's bio rather than writing it themselves. Hmmmn..

I guess this is the roots on why Microsoft Word (or let's say TextEdit - cz i'm usin it) is invented. To save the papers since they knew imma write and throw and write and throw everything instead of using one paper and stick to it.

Next issue ...
Still having a doubt on rather to activate or keep deactivate my facebook. I'm kinda addicted to restaurant city so.. I DON'T KNOW, PEOPLEEEE! Lil bit hard for me now to answer those pile of questions asking whether i'm gonna reactivate or create another account on facebook. Nahh, I guess not now, at least in a short period of time: NOPEY DOPEY.

That's it!
Been trapped in this place for quite a long time (precisely, 6 days!) cz of this super duper annoying 'diarrhea-and-vomiting' thingy.

xx
toodles!