Expression of Regret

Apology, apology, apology (for not updating this thingy for so long)
Slap slap me! *slapses* (yea yea I know its not even a word :s)
Aarrghh! I'll write more later.
G2g, dear..

Bisous!

There Are Times When..

There are times when you hate yourself, there are times when you hate those cleaned hands people around you, there are times when you have to agree to things that you are uncertain of, there are times when you pretend you're okay when you're actually not, there are times when you have to walk away instead of hitting the rock bottom, there are times when you think you are the stupidest person on earth, there are times when you feel you have done anything wrong, there are times when you miss one person that you should not have miss, there are times when you still don't learn from your own mistakes, there are times when you feel ungrateful, there are times when you feel you better die, there are times when you think happy endings does exist, there are times when you think that the whole world is against you, there are times when you think growing old seems fine, there are times when you feel lonely in a crowded place, there are times when you doubt your loved ones' presence, there are times when you have to convince your heart that you are strong enough to fight back, and there are times when you choose to curl up on the corner of the earth and cry yourself to sleep.

and the list goes on and on and on and on..