You Can't Lose What You Never Had

Well then we've just defied destiny
It's not that our love died it just never really bloomed
We saw our past diverge, and I guess I felt okay about it
And then I couldn't understand why it bothered me so
No we didn't die we just never had a chance to grow

Love Will Tear Us Apart Again

When the routine bites hard
And ambitions are low
And the resentment rides high
But emotions wont grow
And were changing our ways
Taking different roads
Then love, love will tear us apart again
Is my timing that flawed
Our respect run so dry?
Yet theres still this appeal
That weve kept through our lives
Is it something so good
Just cant function no more?
When love, love will tear us apart again

Today, I'm ...

Rushed down to school this morning
Took taxi through the highway
and at the second I open the door,
No one's there

Accounts receivable and cost of goods sold
Balance sheet and P/L statement
Wish I can eat up the book and memorize all

80's fashion with Karl Lagerfeld's dead end mystery
Alongside the dead body of Angel from the Party Monsters
Cute cupcakes, and birthday kisses for our dear love - Allissya
Decorated with a captivating presence of Jay,
Plus a super annoying person on earth you could ever imagine

Now I'm waiting for Ryan to come
In a windows with super slow internet connection
And unbelievably disturbing back sound
Which you should not hear in a
L-I-B-R-A-R-Y

Yes, Mr. Foster?

Hi, my name is Scott
and have no relation to Rob Thomas
Thank you

Wanna Go?

I know you wanna come, and I'd be happy to escort you

Y.O.U

I'm talking 'bout, security codes on everything
On vibrate so your phone don't ever ring
Keep a straight face when you tell a lie, always keep an air tight alibi

Wish we could switch up the roles and I could be that
Tell you I love you but when you call, I never get back

What if I had a thing on the side, made you cry
Would the rules change up or would they still apply
If I played you like a toy?
Sometimes I wish I could act like a boy

Can't be getting mad, but you mad, can't handle that?

Coolness

HAAAA I JUST REALIZED SOMETHING!

All Who Wants To Be A Millionaire host (I know) looks the sameee!
See?
Regis Philbin, Tantowi Yahya, and Anil Kapoor

Is that your final answer?
Anda yakin?

More?

Yep, you've seen my previous post: 'Teasers'. Well, this is the elaborated version then :p I'm tooooooo tired to write last night. So I better sleep and write on the next day (which is today). Haha.. Here you go.

Daud called to ask whether we (Ryan and I) want to watch N.E.R.D on March 19th. Apperently, Ryan just bought NylonGuys two days ago, with Pharrel as the cover image. I remember him saying: "Kapan ya N.E.R.D k sini? Aku pingin banget nonton. Mau ketemu yg cinaaaa!" and I replied: "Well, gk tau deh. sabar aja ya. Kayanya gk mungkin dalam waktu dekat ini deh." And yet, he's very lucky. We bought the student ticket today (uh-huh, he can't sleep just thinking about whether we're gonna get the ticket or not, cz it's selling fazzztt. and he kept talking and talking and blabbering until he fell asleep :s). The seat is not THAT bad, but yeaaaaa we paid 43 bucks for each. Good deal, huuhh? Thanks to Mosaic Festival!

The three of us watched Slumdog Millionaire last night. After a zuper fazt dinner Ryan and Daud had at Yoshinoya (Done within 15 mins and I'm not eating cz it took me a looongg time to finish) OH MAN! SLUMDOG MILLIONAIRE DESERVE THE DOMINATING 8 OSCARS! I mean, maaaann! The storyline is soooo original, and the cast?!?!! Arghh! It's not easy to swap your accent from british to hindi (or tamil?) you knooowww! Wa wa waaa! Dev Patel is just just just too too too CUUUTTEEE! And yeeess, he's just a few days younger than me :D Awwww... And yeaa, Ayush Mahesh Khedekar (the young Jamal) is totally adorable (: Told ya, those named Jamal are mostly cuties that'll grow up into hotties! Hahaha..
Slumdohg milliohnaiyre is simplay slummin!

Mmmm.. What else? OH! COLDPLAY! They're coming on March 23 and yeepp, we already got the tickets! :D Can't waaiiiiittt.. And again, Ryan ask her sister to go to the tailor and make the EXACT jacket Chris Martin's wearing on the picture below (scroll down)
Crayzeh!

And one more thing, I envy people who knows every single upcoming concerts. They're the ones who bought up all the tickets and yeeeeaaaa, i'm left with the bad seats or NO SEAT AT ALL! Eurghhhh!
Bye Jason Mraz... :'''''''(

Teasers

Rych Biennale 125

on our way to another year, already? :')

Last Words

Whoa! It's been a while since the last time I post 'writings' here.
Haha.. I really don't know what to write, but ohwell, who cares :p I didn't do anything much today. Just a bit of refreshments by going to vivo and mustafa. Funny, cz I haven't been to vivo for ages. And you know what? I just realized that vivo is very very very bigggggggg! Especially when you go around by yourself. Oh yea, you'll see how big it is. Maaann!

Okay then, I should go to sleep now. Got class tomorroooowwww! :(
Toodles! (k)

You've gone too far, kid.

A Question to Answer

Now I'm awake - found myself missing you, and I'm thinking to go back to the place where we first met.

Would I see you waiting for me on the corner of the street?

My Oh My, This Is Just Simply Cute :')

This Baby is Just A-M-A-Z-I-N-G

Screw The Original Version

♡

♡

My Life in Two

My life is a form of an installation art.
To feel it, breathe it, and understand it, you have to be physically present and mentally involved.

OH YEAH YEAH YEASH!

ICHA.ateia -2:47
im thankful for being your HEIR-ESS of meanity

It's Ardika, bitch. -2:47
kamu gak jahat, bukan kamu soalnya yg bales..God himself is fair
yep AND I'M SO PROUD OF YOU
not also to be mean, but to be strong

ICHA.ateia - 2:48
hahaha muaaccchh
iya nih bener
sialan
im not cinderella!
nor the stupid snow white
im michelle obama!

It's Ardika, bitch. - 2:48
gila kamu ama ryan lebih cowok kamu hatinya lama2
or the innocent tinker bell

ICHA.ateia - 2:49
hahahahahahahahahaha i still do love tinky tho

It's Ardika, bitch. - 2:49
ah tapi dia pecun kayanya
terbang2 pake rok mini
pelacur
HAHAHHAHA
terus see through pula roknya
terus megar2
dasar gatelan
HHAHHAHAHAHAA

ICHA.ateia - 2:50
hahahahahahahhaa
shes just a cartoon character for peter pan's sake!

It's Ardika, bitch. - 2:50
HAHAHAHHA

Oh maann, you're such a remedy!
♡♡

Midnight Aquiver

Oh yes, you again.

Now it's my turn to cry..

Sometimes, keeping your mouth shut on things that you should not keep for yourself would ruin everything - even a precious relationship.

Sometimes, breaking your precious one's heart would give both sides no good. Even though you thought it would make you break even.

Sometimes, letting go of someone you (just realized) love the most would crush your heart into pieces - at the very, very end.

And that's when you remember why they created the word:
Regret