Please and Thank You.

Have you ever heard of this two words, honey?
Or you just can't pronounce (or even type) it well?

I really can't tell how much i miss you.

"is she gonna be able to handle things? can she be strong?"

You know me very well, you don't have to ask. I believe you can see what i can't even see.

"you're no longer a little girl who just have bubbly personality and cry sensitively bcos of small things"

See? ;)

Aaaaakkh, i'm longing to see you soon my one baby yg gk banyak cingcongggg :D Kita nonton SaTC season terakhir eps terakhir sampe keboboan lagi, ya? How about some cupcakes that we made ourselves (with the help of auntie Veena, of course) and a nice aromatheraphy burning oil? Three of us would enjoy it. Winter in Paris? 2010? 2011? Who knows?

Big thanks to you, my dearest Prater.

You helped me a lot.
I can't say anything except thank you.

Thanks for:
1. Listening
2. Caring
3. Listening
4. Calming
5. Listening
6. Comforting
7. Listening

There's nothing more valuable than a best friend to talk to, who actually LISTENS.
I owe you a lot.
Once again, thanks.

I quote: "cha udah cha jgn dibawa emosi, emang PASTI BANGET lo kecewa, if i were u, gue jg pasti kecewa, tp ya begitulah cha orang2 disekitar kita bisa mengecewakan kita banget, jd sabar aja ya cha."

Spechless, and I can't expect more :')

Please Baby, I need you..

It's Ardika, bitch! says: (1:48:00 AM)
ichaaaa
It's Ardika, bitch! says: (1:48:00 AM)
u ok?

This two lines makes me cry even harder.

It's Ardika, bitch! says: (2:00:27 AM)
maybe bitches are bitches
It's Ardika, bitch! says: (2:00:34 AM)
some of them are hard as rocks
It's Ardika, bitch! says: (2:01:02 AM)
maybe she'll need u one day, u never know

And these molds my heart stronger.

Choose: Welcome or Goodbye.

Okay, this is the first time since the last 5 years i actually do this. Feels a bit funny, but who cares. It might be a lil bit weird for the first time (other than writing a journal that basically tells a bits of here and there to my mom, dad, and sis via multiply for our family journal). I actually don't know why i even bother to open blogspot.com and check out my old blogs. With the freaky capitalization, non-sense, and numbers. Haha.. My boyf said i shouldn't delete it bcs it'll make a good memory even 5 more years from now. This blog is a piece of paper from me to you (whoever reading it) and it's either gonna be the one you remember, or the one you fold into an airplane and let it fly away. Cheers! <3