Flashback

Dec 23rd, 12:33am
Apology accepted - start over

4 In The Morning

It's really good to hear your voice, say my name, it sounds so sweet
bits from: Hinder - Lips of an Angel

Well baby, I changed? Emh-hemh I know. Hahaha.. You're a really good friend of mine now (: I'll see you very soon, mkay? Happy that your 'friend' is not coming to town? Hahaha.. Care much? Huh? Huh? :p :p You don't wanna know how we talk on the phone. Sounds weiiirrddd.. I don't know what should I do know. That's why I don't call back. Thanks for calling, tho (:

* Don't bother the word at the bottom right. This is the only picture that I had. Hahaha.. and I have no time to open Photoshop to crop that part, really! Hahaha..

Mirror

Mizaru, Kikazaru, Iwazaru

Marchesa Luisa Casati

Ceres

You say you're a walrus.
Then I'm this tiny creature from another planet, just outside of Eris.

Counting Down

Oh yeaaaaaaaaaassssss! I can't believe that I'll be flying outta Singapore in approximately 18 hours from nowww! Oh my, oh my, it's only another 1,080 minutes to gooooooo! :D

Dear, (both) Capital J(s)

First, for you.. I'm out,
and for the second J, I'm in!

Hahahaha..

Siloso Beach Bum

Imma go hit the shower and change.
NOUVELLE VAGUE! Here I coommeeeee!!
Say hello to the RnB session-ista!
Apple bottom jeans, jeans, aaargghhh! Count me in! ;)

Hello to You

I know you're watching me.
Go ahead and enjoy, guys.

*Jeez, get a life. Seriously.

(this is between me and a friend of mine)

Him: Are you okay?
Me: Yes, I'm fine. Why?
Him: You changed.. What happened?
Me: What? Nothing.
Him: Really.. I heard rumors about you =(
Me: I'm not surprised.

Crystal clear, everybody?

Innatively Inferior

"..I don't really care what people says. If you pay attention to what everyone else thinks, you're going to be forever unhappy. All that really matters is that the people you care about think of you highly."

I red this article about this girl (which I'm sure everybody knows) who deals with press and all the stupid drama of a celeb's life. She made this bold statement that makes me think. "Oh yeaaa! Why should I listen to what they say and let them turn my life upside-down?!"

Sometimes I think that I better go to the red planet instead of living here with these losers. But hey, they're not losers! They're just JERKS! I don't care about them, never. Then why I digest everything they said and try my best to change while my inner circle said not to? Though sometimes I really need some space for me to think and set things straight, doesn't mean that I should go and pull myself out from those who I love the most, right? I love them, and that's why I trust them. First and foremost, I should be thankful. Instead of locking myself down, reminiscing, and even crying. Shame for those who love to dig out my past. They're just a bunch of lunatics. What's in the past are in the past! We're now travelling to the future, you guuyyssss.. So please stop. I warn you, you're gonna be sick and tired of doing this worthless effort. Wondering why? Because I'm not gonna eat that up.

Human Foolosophy

I'm having this random thoughts that I can't keep to myself. Intermezzo: Sorry baby I keep you waiting until I can see that you're super bored (thanks to the dvds). Okay, actually, it's a bit dumb and empty. But who cares? It's my blog anyways. Hmm.. I don't know where to start. Lemme think..

Okay, lately I've been thinking that the world (yeaaaa, 'people' would be a better term to interpret my 'world') treats people unequally. I mean, D'OH are you guys blind? I'm not saying that I'm right or wrong, I also didn't say that you're wrong either. BUT why on earth there's people who can't see that their surroundings are actually poisonous. I do understand that there's time for everybody to be up or down .. yea yea yea the so-called-wheel-philosophy. I also believe in the ethic of reciprocity or what you know as the golden rule, along with Sextus the Pythagorean and Isocrates from the ancient greek philosophy whatever. The truth is, it's hard to be nice to people when you know they have this big time ego that they lift up; makes them CAN'T act the way they supposed to.

Looking back to the term inner beauty, I really can't tell whether people still understand the meaning of this word. As long as you're pretty/handsome, cool, popular, and sounds smart, people would definitely look up to you. Knowing they done bad things, act strange, and talk trash, people still thinks that he/she worth every pennies they had and TRUST them with all their heart. Yea man, kiss your sacred heart! It doesn't make any sense to me, tho. The idea of saying that they still consider inner beauty first is just super daft. Oh wow! I can only tell that those bulls are only non sequiturs that came out from their bigotry mouth. All the bribes and ostentatious deportment would absolutely grab people's heart. Oh yes dear, human behavior is a lil bit hard to probe.

Due to the fact that currently I'm surrounded with people that are too dumb to look down and see other's potential, I started to wonder whether I'm standing at the right side of the road or I'm starting to lose track. The truth is, it's kinda hard to control my alter ego and natural pride. I'm actually a strong willing person, but I took it too far - and I admit it. That's the reason why I shut down every time I know that I failed on something. Sad, isn't it? Well, I can't blame the (bitter) past and wanting to turn back time.. so on and so forth.. as the story goes..

Good thing that there's always two side of a coin; depends on how you see it. Even though it hurts, it makes me stronger. Really. Until now. That's the only reason why I'm still standing strong and live my life the way I want to - guided by the moral standards that I've learnt (and still learning).

Gggrrraahhh! Still have a lot of random thoughts on my mind... But nvm, I should go and do my research book instead of this. Hahaha..

To be continued..

EpiCentre

Imma call them up first thing in the morning! :D

Randomization

me: kamu liat kemana sih? akunya kelihatan gk tadi?
you: iya aku lihat. lama banget geraknya.

me: siapa?

you: kamu tadi ngejemurnya. kaya lambat gitu. hahahaha!
me: sialan! shut up!!!

What's with MSN and Skype? :(

Virtual Phone Call

I just hung up the skype call from my boyf and my girls because my mum buzzed. And now, I'm currently skype-ing with my mommy, daddy, and two baby sisters. Funny that Mocca really can't get her face off the camera and Kathya even don't want to say hello! Mommy said maybe Kathya miss me too much. Nyahah.. Graaaaahhh! I super miss them! Can't wait until December 16th and yep, it's ONE FRIGGIN WEEK from now!
Yey yey yeyyyy!

Coming Down The Pike

Hey hey hey!
Dec 13th - Zouk Out, Dec 16th - Jakarta.
How cool is that?!

Pullin Me Back, Again?

How does it feel to treat me like you do?

Spotted.

After a long tiring night of Steve Aoki, I go and hibernate for a while. Unfortunately, I should go and hit the shower early in the morning (don't forget the cool breeze from the raining season that makes me wonder whether I should go back to sleep or not) cus I need to and send my boyf home (read: airport) which is super super annoying (reason: I really want to go and fly back home, too!). I should pay the excess luggage for $21 = 3kgs bcs of my (mom's, actually) stuffs that I asked him to bring along. In the mean time, I decided to go and buy drinks (jollibean - macha freeze with azuki bean and pearl) BUT, I super hate it when those people that supposedly take my order barely speak english!
Grrhhhhhh! These are the reasons why:

1. I can't speak Chinese, and I won't learn Chinese just to tell you what I want.
2. What's the point for having pictures with clear explaination of the ingredients and price? D'oh!
3. Last but not least, COMMON SENSE! > WHY WOULD THE MANAGEMENT HIRE THEM WHEN THEY KNOW THAT THEY CAN'T SPEAK ENGLISH AND PLACE THEM AT THE AIRPORT (if it's heartlands, then it's not a big deal) ?!?! Oh Gosh! Airport is a place where you gonna meet people from different part of the world! #@%&$#!

Okay, period. Enough with this.

Next stop, Orchard. I hate it when it's raining and during weekends or public holidays. S-U-P-E-R space C-R-O-W-D-E-D! But hey, I saw something new. There's this guy from Jamaica, he said that he's a chess master. Well, he sat there on the street with his suitcase, a chess board, and signs that shows what he's doing. I saw people trying to beat him but yea, he's good! With a small bag for people to put some money beside him, I can see that people are amused. Way to go, chess master!

smarty go not-so-lucky.

What goes around comes around might be one of my favorite quote ever. Thanks to whoever invent this sentence. You see, assert your ego when you know you're going to a dead end would not solve the problem. Got that smartass?

p.s:
I could be a %$#@ing $@&% sometimes.
It hurts, huh?
I know..

Click!

I hate to see those snip-snaps, but I know that you hate mine too.

Airy

Oh yea, PEOPLE can see that your head is empty.
Congrats, girl! ;)

I quote: "You're so going down!" end quote.

Welcome home, baby!

Heya heya heya, super happy that my baby landed safely. Grrhhhhh! I miss him super duper! He got the 3rd place for the day and 2nd place overall amongst Asia! Even though he started at 18th place, 14th place at the qualifying, and finally made his way through!
How cool is that?

And oyaaaa! My other baby is finally fed and she happily 'record' every cuteness happens for the past few days :D

Introducing, fishaqua!