sweetness

baby, these two really reminds me of you. call me when you get this.

hilang!

kata rani, kamu lg ilang ditelen monster. trs aku blg sm rani, monsternya suruh muntah dong supaya kamu cepet balik. aku disuruh kelitikin monsternya supaya dia muntah. aku sih mau-mau aja. tp pertanyaan kita sekarang adalah: MANA MONSTERNYAAAA!?!?!?

orion's belt

baby, i know you're better than this. cmmon show me, would you?

please convince me, not to make you say the magic word.

but i beg you dear, don't go..

.

pingin pulang banget

Adelaide Sky

I'll fly away tomorrow

It's been fun

I'll repeat the cliché

Things won't be the same without you

I've been meaning to call you soon

But we're in different times

You might not be home now

Would you take a message

I'll try to stay awake

And fight your presence in my head

Early - Mid July

Hey there, how are you? I'm quite okay here, it's just too many things going on right now. I really wanna go home now, you know? Well.. At least there's many things that I can enjoy while I'm home. How's things? I really can't wait to (hopefully) tell you the things that I've been wanting to tell you! Argghhh! See you very soon (fingers crossed)

today

and today, she smells like a strawberry bubblegum.

yeaaa, i put some make-up on and wear heels to work this verrryy day.

happy ms. boss?

you should know by now

Is it okay if I call you Daniel?

June 2010

from here ..

(and another one just like this in a year time; with a toga)

.. to here

I finally made up my mind on what Imma be in the near future.

Wish me all the best, peeps! ;)

in order for us to unify ...

You Should Feel What I Feel, You Should Take What I Take

Shinichi Osawa - Star Guitar (ft. Au Revoir Simone)

me.

I'm bad at true and false.
Both the ones on the test paper and the ones in life.
Maybe that's why it's just a piece of cake to fool me; makes it easy for people to use me without any special skills needed.
My weakness is that I care too much.
Wait.
Careful people, not to be mean, but you can see how it'll get back to you
when you mess with me.
Silent is gold, I agree.

idkwtsa.

LEsson-LEarned

I (kinda) watched this movie few days ago. Well, not actually something that I would watch during my spare time, but this is the only movie on HBO that caught my attention (rather than Knocked Up). It actually teach me something useful that makes me realize that it took a whole lot of woman back then to deal with a guy but they can still overcome it. They fight ; and so do I.

hangin'

I said, "Where you been?" He said, "Ask anything"
Where were you When everything was falling apart? All my days Were spent by the telephone It never rang And all I needed was a call It never came In the end Everyone ends up alone Losing him The only one who's ever known Who I am Who I'm not, who I wanna be No way to know How long he will be next to me Lost and insecure You found me, you found me Lyin' on the floor Surrounded, surrounded Why'd you have to wait? Where were you? Where were you? Just a little late You found me, you found me Early morning The city breaks I've been callin' For years and years and years and years And you never left me no messages You never send me no letters You got some kinda nerve Taking all my world.
You Found Me - The Fray

speechless

reminds you of something? before our last goodbye?

panjang, gk usah dibaca jg gpp.

oke, udah saatnya ngepost pake bahasa indonesia. yaahh biar yang merasa ditujukan bacanya gk ribet. sebenernya sih agak sedih (dan pathetic) juga mesti ngepost ginian segala. abis udh gk tau lagi mau cerita k siapa. orang" pasti udh pada males dengerin, yang biasanya paling pertama dicari dalam urusan ky ginian udah positif gk mau denger karena kmrn abis ribut besar, udah deh kan gk tau lagi mau cerita ke siapa kecuali si bloggy bolly ini. sebenernya sih masalahnya gk ribet, eh ribet sih.. cuman bener" gk tau aja mesti gimana ngadepinnya. gk kurang" deh kemaren bangun" abis tidur sore jam 8 langsung meledak, abis itu mengharapkan didengerin malah didamprat. nah loh! (duuhh tiba" temen sekantor yang juga adalah temen senior d kampus nanya: "you okay?" matiiii bingung mau jawab apa! :s)

jadi gini ceritanya, kmrn balik dr kampus rencananya mau pulang bentar trs jalan lg jam 7. Nyampe rumah baru jam 5 lewat, jadi kan mikir bisa beres", nyuci baju, istirahat bentar trs jalan lg. Tapi pas sampe kamar, langsung maleeesss banget ngapa"in. padahal udh buka jedela siap" mau vacuum dan ngepel. tp akhirnya jendela ditutup lagi, nyalain ac dan langsung tiduran d tmpt tidur. ngeliat cucian numpuk rasanya mageeerr banget. emang seharian kmrn rada pusing ky masuk angin gt sih. jadinya ya maklum kalo lemes. sambil tidur"an, tiba" ketiduran pulesss sampe jam 7:50an. gk jadi deh kan jalan. akhirnya voice note ryan bilang kalo bakalan stay d rumah aja. gk lama, bb geter semua. pada nanyain dimana dan tiba" si kk ngabarin kalo opa masuk rumah sakit lagi. down banget rasanya! krn udh gelap dan mulai takut, akhirnya masang iPod loudspeaker trs keplaynya lagu" dr playlist yg harusnya gk didengerin. jadilah.. MELEDAK SEMUA! (bagi yg kenal baik, pasti tau meledak artinya apa. malu ah kalo ditulis)

setelah meledak sekitar beberapa belas menit dan mulai sesek nafas, diputuskan untuk nelfon si orang yang satu"nya bisa diharapkan dalam keadaan kaya gini. gk taunya pas nelfon malah dimarahin! marahinnya masuk akal sih, cuman rada kaget aja dimarahin. tp emang bener", nih orang satu"nya yg berani marahin dalam situasi apapun. abis itu sih ya emang baik banget, cmn marahnya harusss ada! sama aja ky si papah. mungkin krn itu mreka cocok :s dan anehnya, kalo dimarahin sm dia, langsung bisa berhenti meledak dan jd bisa lgs tenang. frik? dia bener juga sih, gk mau denger org ngomong sambil meledak soalnya ngomongnya jd gk jelas katanya. trs dia membiarkan beberapa detik untuk meledak dulu, baru dia blg :"diem! baru cerita. emang dulu kamu cengeng ky gini, cha?" daanggg! ngena bangett! trs dia pake acara nyasar lagi. sempet salah ngomong dianya, tp abis itu langsung dibenerin lg. bagus deh. ada kali berjam-jam nelfon. mulai dr ngomongin duduk awal permasalahan yg bikin meledak sampe masalah diantara kita berdua yg gk selse". setelah tenang dan panjang lebar diomongin, makin bingung sebenenrnya gimana. banyak banget hal" yg kelupaan, tp dia masih inget. dan itu parah banget lho. pantesan aja dia benci banget. tp ya mau gimana lagi? emang blm saatnya mungkin. wah parah deh, bingung banget gimana ceritanya. mesti bener" private mungkin baru bisa kali ya? beraaaatt!

grh!

Whoaaaa! I'm now stabbing myself at the office since I have nothing to do besides drowning in the lake of boredom. I hateeeeeee being forced to work when I don't have the willingness to do it. Nyahah.. Yeaaa, that's lifeeeeee peopleee! I only slept for a couple of hours and I just ate the first meal for the day by 4 pm :( So saaadd!

toodles!

4:23:59 AM

aku bener" gk ada ide gimana cara ngasihnya kalo bukan lewat ini. hahaha..